.x. That Hole I Mentioned | 04/13/2015 |
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Remember?
Remember how I told you that David got us into a hole that I'm trying to dig us out of? Well, I see a second job in my near future. I just can't keep doing this. Between his habits and everything, I don't even have enough money to pay my car payment. He promised me with the work he did yesterday, that he would give me whatever he made. He didn't tell me that he also promised his momma the money because he owes her too! NOW, I don't have the money to make the car payment. We are so low on food it's pathetic (we have food, just nothing to make a GOOD meal). I've pawned anything and everything of value. And now our lights are supposed to be cut off in 2 mother fucking days!? In the past month, that mother fucker has got about 600 JUST FROM ME. Cause I keep trying to give him money to get out of debt with everyone. I'll be damned. Now he's still in debt and so am I. I'm the one working full time. I only bring home (not net) but bring home around $1600 a month. THAT IS NOT ENOUGH. Thank God we live in government housing and get $280 in foodstamps. I was getting around $470 but that's not really enough to feed 8 people. But he doesn't care. He wants to have little david live with us permanently and we are already struggling with food, and tells his mom that he doesn't care about the foodstamps. I DO. I DO CARE ABOUT FEEDING MY FAMILY. If she don't have him, then she doesn't need to be getting food for him that's not going to him! We have 4 people CONSTANTLY, and the other 4 are in and out. $280 ain't shit. I am buying food out of pocket to try and feed us all, and I just can't keep doing it all. I can't pay my bills. I can't pay his debts with his family and friends. I can't feed my family. I can't put gas in the car to get to work. Like....I have $213 in my pocket, but I am holding on to it as tightly as I can because my car payment is late and its $354.
I don't know what to do. We are about to go under...and real fast.
I told my mom I needed to talk to her. So I'm praying she can help me out with a small loan. I don't know what else to do. I'm killing my mom. I know I am. I am about to officially crack.
The Baby
March 21, 2015 - First faint positive
March 29, 2015 - First visit to E.R. for cramping. Levels were 1,300 and ultrasound showed a gestational sac.
April 3, 2015 - Second visit to E.R. for fluids. Levels were 5,600 and ultrasound showed gestational sac and yolk sac.
April 8, 2015 - First ultrasound at OBGYN office to make sure baby is okay, and hopefully found out my due date. Baby is great, due Date is December 3, and the heartbeat was 140.
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What Jes said. Refinancing can significantly lower your payment, and some banks even will give you a cash incentive after refinancing and making your first payment.
When I was on foodstamps I got shut off notices for my electricity and all I did was bring the shut off notice to the county office like where I got my benefits from and dropped it off and within days my bill was paid and there was a $600 credit on my account. It wasn't during the normal HEAP (I don't know what they call it in TN) time either. 