Life so far

The parent thing isn't get any better. They still are at each others throats. I am trying to not pay attention and get sucked into it. It's not really all that easy, I mean I do live with them and have to deal with them. Of course they have issues with me right now, they don't think I'm trying to find a new job. Thing is I'm looking all the time, the fact is that no one is hiring.

I hate Wal-mart right now, I am still not getting my unemployment. Well I also blame the state of New Hampshire. I am broke and its so fucking awesome. Wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have bills, but of course I have tons of those. Haven't heard anything from the department of health about getting help for food either. It just seems to all hate me at the moment. All good at least I'm still breathing.

So my best friend is trying to hook me up with a guy in her husbands unit and I'm going along with it. I'm sick of being single and lonely. But I'm not expecting anything out this but a friendship. For me to hope for more would end badly and I don't need to pick up the pieces of my heart again. So I am going in looking to make a friendship, something more is just icing on the cake. Though as of lately I am much happier. I also seem to be having more highs than lows. Must be the meds I swear.

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