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So I've been making a lot of progress. I'm happy about this. My list of "things i hate about myself physically" has gone down. (yay!)
my muffin-top on my jeans
I don't have this anymore.
my thighs (specifically my knees- and how they look in general)
Actually-- I'm ok with my legs/knees now. Remember Casey? Man-- she had AMAZING legs. I was (still am) always envious of her legs. I don't have those---but I don't mind wearing shorts now. (yay!)
fat rolls when I twist my torso
so-- you'd never see this unless i was naked/wearing a bikini--- but when I twisted my torso 90 degrees (feet facing front and turn my body to the left) I would get this fat-roll. I still have it, but it's getting better.
fat roll when I bend side to side
(still have this)
scars on my inner-thighs.
(still have this---- don't know how to get rid of it, unless I have surgery since the things that make the scars are a disease of some sort that only 1/1000 people get. (YAY! I'M SPECIAL!))
acne on my butt.
yea. i said it. I have an ugly butt. I'm sure a lot of people do-- but I want a fucking porn-star's ass. Physically- it's super strong/muscular (unlike jenna jamesons!) but it doesn't look good.
smaller sized feet!
a few ladies that got lap-band lost a shoe-size. I DESPERATELY would love to have smaller feet (I wear a size 42... 9.5 in mens, 11.5 in womens)--but I don't think it's going to happen
have the endurance to be able to move in 1 afternoon.
I haven't had to move (yet) so I don't know what this will be. but I'm sure I'll be able to pack/move in less than 24 hours. (48 is my current record).
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