I hate myself lately.
I don't know what it is, but I'm just SOOO tired all the time now. I'm just tired, for no reason, I get the adequate amount of sleep every night, but for some reason, I'm just SO DAMN TIRED! Lately me and Sarah have been talking about body language, and how revealing it can be. And it makes me think that Andrew really does like me, and like he does act like it, by flirting with me quite a bit, but like..... I just.. UOjgf;asdjf;skljfd;alf. I kind of feel that he wants me. You know? I mean I'm sure he likes me, but sometimes I just get the feeling that the only thing people from me is to fuck me, and I'm not ok with that. I'm so tired of everything not going the way it should.
Fucking Sonic bitch hasn't called me to setup an interview, which REALLY frustrates me, because like... it just does. I don't want this to turn into another pity party... but FUCK!!!!!
I really like Andrew, I just really like spending time with him, and like today, he got pissed off, and I was just like... O_O Andrew, take a breath, don't let her get to you like that man, you just can't give her the power to affect you the way she does. I know its hard, I know, but you can't let her make you so damned angry. And like it just made him SOOO upset. I think me seeing him all freaked out and everything, made him think twice, because he kept bitching about how he doesn't like her and blah blah blah, and then randomly he was like.......but I do have some redeeming qualities about me don't I? And I'm like.... UHHHHHH... YEAH!
OMG. I'm so damned tired. ugh!
Tomorrow is my play performance, and I'm really afraid its going to go wrong. I don't want it to, but I really think it is. I don't believe that it will, because if I believe it will, it will. but I just get this feeling that something is going to happen, and its not going to be good.
I hate being..................like esp....or whatever its called. |
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im sorry koofy.