update

09/27/2009

Sunday

So life has been super busy for me. Classes started and I'm working a lot so I rarely get time to just sit down and write an entry or even in my regular diary. I don't even have time for a proper update right now but here are the basics:

- So Thomas and I were sort of hooking up for a while but then I realized that I couldn't do it. I'd say a few weeks after that, I had a miscarriage (I'm on the shot, btw). I was pretty upset about it and I didn't even tell Thomas until a week after. He was super supportive and caring about the whole thing. We talked almost every night about it and a few weeks after, we decided to hang out. I was house sitting/taking care of Lucky so he went over and we talked for HOURS, lol. It was really nice and we just still connected. It's like...different now. Before, it was only just about sex, but now we actually have conversations about things going on in our lives and stuff. I'm not in love with him or anything like that but it's nice to have someone THERE, that I can just hang out with sometimes. And of course, I'm still head over fucking heels over Jose. Figures.

- Things with Jose are INSANE. Jeez. It just gets more and more weird. He flirts with me SO FUCKING MUCH. I don't know what to do sometimes. We text more than we talk because we're both ridiculously busy. At first, I didn't even think he was being serious when he'd flirt with me but he would just keep going and it would get more....er...just more, lol. We've only fought twice in these past few months and it was mostly me getting upset with him because he's a fucking dickhead sometimes. I think I've forgiven him for what he did. Certainly not forgotten but forgiven, yes.

- What else? I got new glasses and a new haircut. Pictures at the end of this entry.

- School is going fairly good. My math professor is fucking AMAZING. She gives brilliant lectures and explains things so well that I understand completely what she's talking about. I'm a little stressed out because I have a lot of homework to do but tomorrow is my day off so I'll be working on it all day until I have to go to class, and even then, I'll have my math lab at 4 so I'll get some more time.

I think that's about it. I'm house sitting and taking care of 2 cats and 1 doggie. They're supper awesome and really chill so far. Anyway, here is a picture of my new glasses and haircut.