i hate getting sick

so iv been spending the past like 3 maybe coming on 4 weeks at steves...and im suprised gabe and riley havent said anything about it...they dont seem irritated but then again they arent gonna show and irritation in frount of me. but its been awesome i feel like im at home more there then where i actually live. i cant wait till i can move back to lynnwood. my life is up there now. there isnt anything left for me in duvall or woodinville.

me and him had a talk about moving in together...and we agreed that it wont be for a while. and we can talk about it after we have been goin out for a year (next june). we bolth really want to make this work so we are making sure moving in together wont put unessisary stress were it can be avoided... but the more im around him like 24/7 lately the more impatiant i am jus to move in with him. im starting not to see any reason why we cant. but it is better...i jus miss him a ton when im away from him no matter how much time has gone by.i jus wana fast forward to next june

i might be getting a second job real soon to... steve talked to one of the people at the mall that sell these light up thingys on your teeshirt.. the owner of that and steves boss really like me. but they are afraid im gonna be to quite. so im gonna shadow steve and hes gonna teach me how to sell things... and if i can pick it up ok then i get the job. i really hope i do. its the start of the shopping season and im gonna need to make extra money. and if im good at it imma end up makin alot of that.

that and im bored as hell when im not working... if i have the day off and nothing planned i jus want to go to work somewhere... at least then im making money and doing something worthit and i have people to keep me company. and i dont work untill this weekend...wtf? 4 days in a row off when i have so much money i need for things. i really hope i can get this second job.

and kelly had her baby! i might go see her today with steve...but im afraid im getting sick so i might jus look at her from the other side of the room and wish i could hold her ha. but i hope steve picks me up tonight... i know iv been there alot but i want to see him...

and tomorrow if he doesnt work we might head back down to duvall and go to Annas house. i want him to meet her cuz shes like a sister to me... and we might even put him on her horse haha. jus like a pony ride cuz i really dont want him falling off. id feel horrable. but im tryin to talk him into tryin riding cuz i really think it will help his back. ha its gonna be funny watchin him on a horse

well imma go do something with myself. this place is getting kinda depressing so imma turn some lights on and move around.