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you can't unthink a thought;
by amanda dawn

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05/23/2012

i keep telling myself that you got this.

this weekend was a long weekend.
literrally (sp?) & emotionally.

friday night one of my good friend's son got admitted to the hospital,
he has a brian tumor & had surgery on monday.
i've been a mess, and i can only imagine how they are feeling.
i'm trying to comfort them the best i can,
but i just dont know what to even say.
i can't believe it.
he's almost 13 months & is like, seriously, the perfect child.
he's still his happy little self,
just really weak, which is why they took him in the first place
i haven't seen him since after the surgery,
but they posted some pictures on facebook
& he looks amazing for having just had major surgery.
pray for him & that he makes it through the recovery.
he may need some chemo & radiation because they couldn't get it all.
it just makes me so sad.

i tried to keep busy over the weekend to keep my mind off of it.
not that i dont want to be thinking of him,
but if i sit & dwell, it only gets bad.
had a wedding to go to on saturday for a lady from work,
her son got married. it was nice,
very simple & country-ish, but i didn't mind it :)

sunday went to see the babe & had lunch with his parents
& the family that was visiting.
they were holding up okay.
i got him one of those jelly babies from indigo.
they are, so soft.
feels like a cat.
so i said if he was missing his cats, he could pet the bear.
had a little break down at church,
but it always feels good to cry there, so i probably needed it.

david moved in with some friends on friday,
so sunday was the house warming party,
it was good. i suppose.
i'm not really one for big parties.
call me a party pooper.
sometimes i just get overwhelmed.
made them all breakfast on monday
& then went for a long bike ride with my mom.
it was nice :)

the weather has been amazing lately,
hoping that the rain holds off today because i have to plant my garden.
finally found a place that sold dalhias! so happy!
i love them!

i think that's all for now.
love you all.


xoxox.

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*hugs* Thinking of you and your friends and little baby during this rough time. I can't even imagine. I don't know why things like this happen to babies. It's messed up. Glad you had a pretty good weekend outside of that.

P.S. Two months.

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