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2.30PM.
I don't know if i can do this.
- Maybe i should have this baby?
I'm so confused! When i went to the clinic yesterday to tell the nurse i've decided to have a termination i ended up rawing infront of her again. She described the 'process', and it jus sounds so cruel. Shane is no help. He said he's very certain that a termination is the right thing. Bollox. More like he'd have a responsibility so he wouldn't be able to fuck as many girls as he has been. Still, he'll never admit that to me. First appointment is on Thursday - i've got to have a scan before they can give me the first tablet. I don't think i can take it ): Seeing a little baby on that screen, and then killing it. It jus doesn't seem right. I think, infact i know, i'll end up on the floor in tears then i won't be able to go through with it. If that's what happens then i jus hope i can bring up this babaa as it is deserved. Plus i've already a name. Babaa Waltar. Fuck knows if it's a girl. Haha! She'll jus have to put up with being called a lads name (;
Jus looked at myself in the mirror. My boobies have grown already, hehe. They're nice! Facking sore though. And i've got another lump coming. Oh joy!
Absolutely bored out of my mind today.
I'm watching 60 Minute Makeover. Exciting!
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60MM is the best tv show in the world, well, jeremy kyle is tough competition. 
this is so hard.
჻ೋ჻ Welcome to Bloop. Good luck with your decision, I hope that whichever you decide will be the best for you. ჻ೋ჻
& I agree with this. If you are unable to look after a baby then adoption is an option (: xo♥
Welcome to Bloop. If you are not sure whether or not you would want to raise the baby than how about adoption? There are many people out there that can't have kids that would love to have a baby.