My name is E. I am a 22 year old mother, to the three most amazing children in the world. I am a wearer of many hats, I am many things to many people. I partake happily in a very alternative lifestyle, which I am happier in then any before. I have a wonderful job, which I love, and I own my own home. I'm currently single, which is very, very odd for me.

I love Diet Mt. Dew with a passion, it fuels my days. Caffine is my favorite. Another vice, is nicotine. I do NOT, however, EVER, smoke around my children, nor are they exposed to "third hand" smoke. I also have an eatting disorder. I have most of my family & friends convinced I am in recovery, but, relapse is something I struggle with on a daily basis. And to be honest, I'm not sure that it is something I am ready to part with. YES, I know it is bad for me. You don't need to lecture me. I've been through in and out patient therapy. You have to be ready to recover though. I'm really not.

My childhood wasn't much of one. I was raised by my Mother, who was abused into submission, and my stepfather, who was...nothing short of a monster. It's truly driven me to make things a million times better for my children. No child deserves what I went through. None.

I have to be quite gaurded about my personal life typically. I refuse to do so here. I refuse to hide anything.
This diary is likely to contain quite a bit of referance to or even details of my sex life and occasional drug use. If this offends you, feel free to leave - I refuse to censor myself for your comfort. I do that more then enough in my life.